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| Friday, October 8th, 2004 | | 3:33 pm |
ok.....some of you are really lazy and some of you are just.....slow... so add my new LJ Name, Borrowed_Dreams This of for those of you who have recently said to me "you never told me you had another lj???" I love you retards. | | Sunday, September 26th, 2004 | | 12:21 pm |
::::::::Every one::::::: I have had a new live journal for a while now and it is finally in working condition. SO ADD ME!!! YOU BITCHES!!!!
Borrowed_Dreams
It's lyrics from the system of a down song Marmalade. At the part where it goes:
STRETCHING, FILING,
AGAINST HER SKIN,
BLESSED ARE THOSE,
WHO ARE NOT KIN,
IN SIN WE BREATHE,
IN SEX WE TIE,
DUCT TAPE HER LEGS,
TO THE RED SKY,
FOOLSOME FLESH ALLOWANCES,
THE PANSIES RAIDED THE PANTRY OF,
GABARDINE DREAMS, PROMISCUOUS,
DELIGHT, DENY NOT THE FLAVOR,
CUSTARD DREAMS,
ABUSING, MUSING,
MARMALADE FLESH
NAKED SPREAD AM I, ACTORS OF THE TRAGIC FANTHOM,
EXTEND YOUR LEGS FOR GREAT SATURN,
BROWN TABLE TOPS SCREAM FOR COVER,
AT THE SIGHT OF YOUR NEW LOVER,
IF TODAY I DIE,
AND CAN'T DENY,
THE POISON CHOSEN,
FOR TONIGHT.
BORROWED DREAMS,
HOLLOWED REVERIES,
METAL PILLOWS,
PEWTER YELLOWS,
FURRY ROADKILL,
HOUSE ON THE HILL,
POURING GRAVY,
ON HER THIGHS STILL,
IF TODAY I DIE,
AND CAN'T DENY,
THE POISON CHOSEN,
FOR TONIGHT.
Current Mood:  chipperCurrent Music: marmalade | | 11:18 am |
hurricane....yay!!!
ok, i'm so happy about this hurricane. i get two days off work and i don't have to go to school monday. it's awesome. unfortunately i can't drive anywhere though because i can't find my license and i know they'll stop me. it fucking sucks but at least i have my comp, telly, and phone. And i don't have to wear any tennies!!!(that was for you, mike!) lol. Mikes pretty cool. i've been talking to him a lot during the hurricane. he's friends with some of my pals. I must also say that the choices of a certain friend are rather whimsical ones. Maybe everything will work out. but most likely...NOT. but i can't tell them that. so oh well. HURRICANES ROCK!!!! give me a shout if you agree/disagree! Comment, biotches. Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: 3daysgrace (don't make fun of me, they're awesome live) | | Sunday, September 19th, 2004 | | 3:13 pm |
well, i woke up at about 4:45 and had to run home and then to work. swick's party, part 2, was kind of fun. pretty mellow, groovy. I got a little chemically induced. I probably have some one hating me right now for it. i ran in the road naked with a couple of people. That was nice... I worked 6-2pm today. at 6 i get to hang with my friend bob barry that i have not seen in like 90 years, so i'm excited. I got another response from my email from Daron Malakian (my god, the lead guitarist of system of a down). I told him about how i want to go into the music business and why I do and all that good stuff. and he said to let him know if i need any help or advice with anything in the music business, or even music in general. and "I got your back" lol. I'm so tickled. Their new cd is creepin up on us! It's gonna be so fucking awesome. incredibly cool. probably sell twice as much as toxicity. I love them! Anyways, later fools. Current Mood: ecstaticCurrent Music: somebody told me- Killerzzzz | | Thursday, September 16th, 2004 | | 12:00 am |
I'm officially 18....
Eight-Fucking-Teen, Bitch!! | | Monday, September 13th, 2004 | | 6:29 pm |
la la la
Well, what to say... I've been in a really bad mood for the past few days. i don't know why specifically. more so a bunch of different reason's but when i'm around certain people i just can't resist bursts of happiness. My Birthday is this Thursday, the 16th. I will be 18 years old. yay? Well at least i can buy adult movies....que the cheesy porno music. oooh and those yummy strawberry cigars that make your lips taste so good. I can buy them now. that's so cool. Not much else is new. Got an email from Daron Malakian. that made my day. he's so fucking cool!!!!!!!!! Later folks.... ~Amber~ Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: just the tv. .....stupid doctor phil won't shut up | | Friday, September 10th, 2004 | | 6:56 am |
hmm..
I am officially a loser. Adam's Song can still make my eyes water. you know we've all been there. It's ok you can laugh at me. | | 5:17 am |
help
I'm so incredibly lost right now. i'm torn between so many emotions i don't know whether to lose all sense of reality, responsibility, and vulnerable or to be safe, smart, and emotionally healthy. I'm such a baby....anyways. i can't go into too much detail cuz some people are bitches on live journal. but anyways....i was out of town from wednesday to sunday during hurricane frances. i went to pensacola,fl., alabama, and georgia. good fun. when i was in pensacola i met these people in a mall. they were cool and they liked me so they said "come to this place, it's like a little hang out for people like the same music and stuff as you". so i got directions and decided to go....fuck did i have a blast. i went with my cousin ashley. I didn't think she would like it. she didn't at first but then she loosened up. i met a bunch of people there. i didn't have to walk anywhere, i was carried from couch to couch, upstairs ans downstairs and i had an incredibly comfortably fun time. i met this one guy there named Shade. He was awesome. had blue wavy hair cut almost like marlene from blue gender or some one from the civil war. I braided it.he had a flowy deep red renessaunce-like shirt and black leather pants. he had awesome eyes and make up. he was really sweet. quite a beautiful escape. one to steal you from reality. I'd like to run into him again someday. Since I haven't been to my stupid building to which i am a slave (work), my skin has reverted back to a form of almost perfection. so i'm happy. I got to hang with my good friend Jason all day today. And that's pretty cool. We went to the mall and then hung at his house for a while. And I'll probably hang with Paul tomorrow. When we both wake up...which will be never. hehe I've picked my anime name for anime club thingy...i shall be Lain. cuz she is awesome, and hey, let's face it: I'm awesome too. Not much else. I'm just anxiously awaiting the release of system of a down's new album. OH! and I got a new system of a down shirt. I've already designed my senior prom dress. I've got a new book bag and new drawing pens. A new book and on learning arabic. And a Stewie notebook (family guy represent, fool). Just missing my peeps! I want school to start soon just cuz i miss my friends so much. and i need a break from all this thinking i've been doing. stupid brain, i can't seem to find the off switch. Laterz....love you all! Current Music: Jimmy Soul- "If You Want To Be Happy", Modest Mouse-Float On | | Tuesday, August 31st, 2004 | | 1:04 am |
Thank you chris' brother!!
I so just found an airhead in my pocket from chris' brother. it's strawberry flavored...and good. I know you guys like airheads!!! don't deny your jealousy!!! Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: woot wooo! i gots an airhead | | 12:26 am |
eeks! the cat
so, after swicks party, the next day, a police officer shows up looking for me.
i'm all like "hey, that's my stuff in your hand"
and he's like "yeah it was in your car"
me:"cuz i just went out there to get my clean clothes and change"
him:"oh the neighbors said your car was parked here all night and people were screaming last night"
me: "my car wasn't here all night cuz i was giving people rides last night and i didn't even show up at this house until 12am cuz i workded until 11pm."
him: "ok, well i was just checking things out. your aunt says hi, and your mom wants you to give her a call.
me:"ok thanks"
him: "oh, and i put your cd player under your seat so it doesn't get hot or stolen."
Then i went to tommy's house. and i called everyone. and then callled my parents. They made me go home. They tried to take my car. Then i explained what happened and they fixed my car? Yeah, i don't get it either. today was the first time my parents saw my haircut or my tattoo....that was interesting. lol. later. Current Mood:  drainedCurrent Music: Ramones-The KKK Took My Baby Away (hey Jesse!!!) | | Saturday, August 28th, 2004 | | 4:33 pm |
wooooo-hoooooo
party at swick's, it was fun....i got there kind of late, still i had fun..it was camila, cody, johnny, justin, tommy, jacob, crystal, christy, courtney, rhian, alex, richard, mike, nicole, chris l., kendall, alea, steffanie, other chris and so on. it was good fun. i can't remember everyone that was there. I haven't really hung with chris before, but i enjoyed his company...We had a good time ...but today was pretty fucked up. i'll explain later. stupid shit. anyways, peace, people. Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: marmalade. | | Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 | | 12:37 am |
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road, god i'm lame...
Today:(+=good,-=bad)
+I found my favorite pen
+I managed to finish all my homework that was due, before class started
+I talked to Sonnie for the first time in a while
+Jason called me
+People got to see my tattoo
+I got to talk to Jesse Frezza (i miss you)
+I got to talk to an old friend, and enjoy every second of it...
+I won a dollar for knowing what the fear of the number 13 is called, thanks to a friend's sn
+I pulled $2 out of a drink machine at school with a hair clip...i gots skillz
+I got a dollar for eating a dog biscuit. how cool is that?
+I got to visit john for a bit
-i smashed my finger
-i was late for school
-my favorite pen stopped working....
-i lost my history book
-i realized once again, that i can never truly have that old friend back
-i barely saw tommy today
-i am trying to convince myself that circumstances won't change. others are moving on EASILY and i should too
-i still need to pay my expensive fucking speeding ticket
-i am incredibly sleep deprived
-i'm falling behind in school already
-i am at a point where i just can't be happy in life. no matter what i tell myself. i don't know what to do with myself. i don't know how to be myself again. Current Mood:  coldCurrent Music: metro by soad, a berlin cover.....it soothes me | | Saturday, August 21st, 2004 | | 1:48 am |
alright day
well...i got my hair cut into a tri-hawk...pictures later. i needed a change. and i have wanted to cut my hair for a while. and i also got a tattoo. i am in a very angry phase and i am hoping it will pass. i feel like nothing i do is extreme enough. and i don't know what i'll do next. Maybe i just need someone to pull me back to reality and tell me it will all be ok. Maybe there is no one to do that. whatever. ~Amber~ Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: Marmalade...as always | | Wednesday, August 11th, 2004 | | 8:33 pm |
schooool is back....uch
yep.....schools back...
My schedule
1st:-106: Chemistry I honors- Mr. Pignatiello
2nd-fieldhous: Personal Fitness-Mr.Lightsy
3rd: 2-220: World History Honors-Mrs.Williams
4th: 2-222: English 4- Mr. McDaniel
I also need sleep....a lot. I fell asleep in third period. and it's the first day of school. that's pretty bad. heh. anyways. I'll be going...
Here's a joke. it's so funny....
Q: what did 0 say to 8?
A: "Nice Belt"
I'll explain it if i need to...just comment. god that's a flippin funny joke. when i read it, i had to look at it for a minute before i got it and then i laughed for like 90 minutes. I guess i'm just lame......heh Current Mood: sleepyCurrent Music: Marmalade.....system of a down | | Friday, July 30th, 2004 | | 10:45 pm |
not much new
well, yesterday, worked 6-2, called tommy, then went to my friend Jason's house. was there until 1am. i was so dead this morning from that whole sleep deprivation thing. we had a lot of fun. met his parents. they seem alright. met his girlfriend laura; she's pretty groovy. i got two flat tires last night and then today, i went to work. Jason stopped by so i was all yay cuz work sucked today. I saw Ben at work today too. I went home for a bit, then picked jason up at work at 5pm. he bought me ice cream for no reason. it was cool. then we went to my aunts and such. that was interesting. then we just hung at his house with laura for a while. then we fell asleep. i slept til 9:30pm. and now i am debating going back to his house for pizza and adult swim...but i really shouldn't. i should sleep. i have a headache. me and paul are gonna hang soon. and hey, if i could stay anywhere this weekend, that'd be cool, cuz my parents are out of town, so i'm looking for a friend to visit....or i'll be all by myself. | | Thursday, July 29th, 2004 | | 6:49 pm |
| | Friday, July 16th, 2004 | | 11:15 am |
I gots a song stuck in my head. and I'm eating eggs now. and my yummy croissaints. I shall be doing quizzes this morning, cuz that will be unproductive. yep</P>
( Judith-APC )
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: my dog is snoring, that counts, right? | | 10:41 am |
"You WILL laugh and you WILL like it, you fucker!" -words from a friend last night
I fell asleep yesterday at about six o clock, give or take a few minutes and woke up at 8:30-9:00pm to see that i missed NOTHING. Cable was still out from the storm, it was still miserable out, and no one called for me. So then I called a friend at the same time he was beeping me on my nextel, go figure, and we hung until twelve. His friend Jeff (19)wants to date me, and his friend use to like me back in the day. He's Twenty. But I have no interest in either of them so it just seems weird. lol. We all went bowling, had some laughs, especially at my end score of about 23. It's ok though. I told them I suck way ahead of time. heh. I woke up today and I baked some croissaints. Good fun. I'm by myself again today. Maybe somebody will want to do something. 437-9181 Bye | | Thursday, July 15th, 2004 | | 3:56 pm |
Yep
Well, today is a day. I hung with John until he had work. I got a message from Tommy so i tried to call him back. at 12, 12:15, 12:30, 1, 1:45, 1:50, etc. on my phone, johns phone, my home phone too. but no answer. just like yesterday. whatever though, we had a good time.
Then I came home, let the dogs in from the rain, cooked hamburger helper (with deer meat) for me and my dad but he fell asleep. And talked online. What a life. Tomorrow is my last day off for about five days. I hope I get to see Tommy. Or I will cry.
And now for some stupidity (just skip over this unless you're bored):
I dress my best, put flowers in my hair,and decorate myself in a fury of affection for you. And then I sit, I wait, with nothing but the hope that you will call for me. I sit and hope I will be what you want today. I think of how I feel with stars in my eyes. Not enough air in the world to fill my lungs, not enough time in the universe to spend with you, not enough words in our language to tell how I feel. My feelings shroud my eyes from what the world can see, and I know it. But I don’t even care. I just want to feel this way forever, and pretend you do too. I’m too happy to be logical. And I like it. Current Mood:  contemplativeCurrent Music: rain drops falling | | Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 | | 10:45 pm |
A Truly Awesome Quiz......
 PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking for a relationship. You cannot live without it. Your lover must be passionate and you want that you and your partner melt into each other. He/She should not try to take the domination . You dont want a relationship without passion, and the sexuality plays a big part. The first moment you meet him/her is one of the most important. There has to be something between you , you cannot explain. From the first moment on everything must fix. But when this passion disappears you disappear to. For you it is better to leave than to see your love restrained. PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always message me or tell me how I can improve that quiz. Ill sure write back. ~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~ brought to you by Quizilla |
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